>gets super anxious and distracted when talking to people online casually, especially when asking people things, wonders why for years
>actually looks into rejection sensitive dysphoria for once because i, for some reason, dismissed it based on the perceived connotations of the label and not the specifics of the definition, and things click into place in my brain
i found my new favourite instrument to abuse https://clyp.it/b05iqqt0
keep in mind this is just what i see as a lurker, but there's someone on snouts who basically does nothing but use "relatable influencer" jokes and fosters asymmetrical parasocial relationships with them and im going to laugh so hard when someone on here gets the short end of that arrangement
It seems like on fedi we need a symbol for people to put in their bio that represents “I am safe to interact with, capable of nuance and higher thought, and won't cancel you forever for a minor misstep that I pattern-matched on”.
Because lately I'm seeing a lot of trash floating down the public TL that's all smiles while lacking this required basic empathy for others.
Asking for help
Hello y'all, i don't know what to say other than i'm still quite a disabled creator and things have been pretty rocky for me lately. If anyone can help out, it is and forever is deeply, deeply appreciated. https://ko-fi.com/oneironott
artist, musician, etc. i am a cat. additionally, i am personally going to destroy civilization using nothing but my tongue
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