fuck depression is so weird like you'll be happy and your room is spotless yet the moment you start feeling like shit it looks like you haven't cleaned it for 56 years
@amic in -> it for
@amic but I think that is a little bit diffrent from depression
@shuked not really. usually when depression kicks in for me I can't give a shit about anything and I stop caring about my surroundings
@amic wish you a good time full of happiness and love!
I'm out reading a little bit about depression
@amic it's like the day is perfectly fine, maybe even good, but like depression comes in and you're just like
"fuck why did I wear this shirt I should have taken a shower I look awful why did I even do anything today I should just sleep in bed all day and not bother anyone"
@amic ok but what if you *haven't* cleaned it for 56 years tho? what if you've been alive for significantly less than 56 years and simply haven't had the time to put into cleaning
@trwnh good point
@amic sending love regardless of what arbitrary amount of time has been invested into cleaning your temporary living space
@amic I feel 56 years old tbh
@amic Wait that happens to me so does that mean I have depression